Fast Tracks

You say "I'm going to make you an offer you can't refuse."
I wait for it and reject the rest.
But the offer never comes.
And then you leave and I still wait,
thinking it takes so much suffering to get the offer.
And still you dont come.

And now, I dont wait for an offer anymore,
All I need is a peace of mind,
Which I have found myself,
And hoping you got the best deal off your offer
from whomever it was made to.

happy moving on! and Astala Vista Baby!

---A piece I picked from some crap I found on the net...
but looks like Fast track must have got inspired from this...:D

Avalanche of memories...

As time passes by, everyone sees unexpected Happy times and unwanted Sad times. And everyone wants to forget the latter no matter how valuable a lesson it has taught. In order to do so they try everything from getting busy to facing and crying it off. But still, like the adamant stains, they leave some residue. A slight trigger and one is rushed down the memory hill by an avalanche of memories.
In such times its highly desired that our near and dear one s don't provide the trigger to such a fallback. Its not easy to face things again and again when they have been put behind the curtains of time.
I sincerely wish if adult life were as simple as kids'. Just say things you feel, just clear things that hurt, just forget and start over anytime, or even...just forgive and never rethink the act. Actually speaking, no one stops us from being so free. Its only the chains of mind that keeps you from doing anything that others don't.
Easier said than done but once done, it feels easier than it were when said. :)

I don't know if my readers are with me coz I recently got a complaint that my blogs are abstract but I couldn't have elaborated on the description of avalanche in this one you know...
So here's it, a challenge for me and a story for you! :D

Life

Among one of our life-discussions with my friends this quote came up : " If every one is Happy with you it means you have made a lot of compromises."

At that moment I felt it to be very true. And at that moment I thought I must have made a lot of compromises all along coz then,every one seems to be happy with me.

I must have looked overlooked a few of my compromises as well, so I started analysing my relations.

To my surprise I did not any instance where I had compromised. Infact IO felt I was happy doing what could possibly be called a compromise. SO should I call them compromise....? I decide not to. Just like studies become hard when people ask us to work hard ; my choices could seem unnecessary when called compromises.

It simply means, choices are made to be called destiny.Infact its a choice you do so or no. I read somewhere taht vivekananda says, Man is a creature tied to a tree and only when he takes the spiritiual path does the rope extend...May be that was his choice and thats what their followers choose to believe...But I feel life is that horse which goes as you take it if you drive it else it goes on ..on its own adn we can call it destiny...
The debate will go on..if its choice or if its destiny that drives one...but I like to believe its choice and (like mask says) no one can stop me. :)

Learning...

It is said people learn from two sources. 1)from mistakes and 2)from others experiences. But either of these are not assuring any guarantee on the lesson learnt being correct. Different people may deduce different conclusions from different situations. Or may learn a different lesson and base their principles on this lesson differently.

In the end the result is that you rationalize your actions to put your conscience and the others around you to shut up.So this shows that point no. 2 doesn't really hold much guarantee of giving proper results. :) .

Whereas mistakes would get you to your inner voice which is the final voice I listen to when in a quandary. This doesn't mean I overlook peoples experience.They are useful to give you the extra eye you need at times before you make a final decision.

Hmmm.....well these are my musings....not overwhelmed this time...Guess I must start another blog for my musings. "My Musings"...a favorite title by majority of the bloggers.So that's not going to be it for me. :). No I am not a maverick. Just that My Musings are not for the world. Only when my musings materialize into a principle or a conclusion do I reveal .:)

P.S ok. Its midnight now and I am sleepy to write more.So concluding with a few words.... I am learning the ways of life and shall keep learning...Its fun. And ya I shall mix lessons from both the above sources in the amounts that my heart says is optimum. Adieu...till my pot of feelings overflows again and I run to my keyboard to type in some more words of wisdom from my life ;).(Pardon my immodesty)